dead beat.
today had rehearsal in VT.
rehearsal was ok,i suppose?
liang dont look ok today.
hope liang is alright!haha.
haha.
rehearsed till 1815 like tat,
headed back to school.
d is cute!haha,
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i hate doing tis!can u like stop it?seriously?!?!
tis is damn irritating.
since u like it,
y dont u do it?
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bamboo is loved!
bye.
bamboo is loved!
dead.
school was fine and dead.
partially me being tired!
miss lee is still the same,
shouting and screaming at the top of her voice.
heh.
did some boring chap.boring la.
seriously.
then had LA,mrs chan wasnt able to attend class,
had tis relieve teacher,miss jesslyn(i suppose tis is the way how u spell the name)
she kips on switching on and off the lights and fans,
just to kip the whole class quiet.
obviously,it is not working.
got new ez-link card today.
not bad,i guess.
p6 pic.
haha,
oso got my dance jacket too.
plain and simple,
it is baby blue and white!
i suppose it is baby blue.lol.
stayed back for art.
trying to finish my box.
only sammi and the other 2 guys(which i shall not name.ps)
still not really done wid the box.
almost done,
after getting the foam pads from ahwen.
then went home,fetch my niece on the way back home.
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thanks ahwen!
for helping me buy the foam pads and i will pay u!and the present!
hope u r fine now.
u look really pale during geog.
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having dance tomorrow,rehearsal.
at VT.
hope i will last tat long.
i will look dead when the whole thing ends!
bye.
determined:
# pilot
# 1908
REVIVE!
ipod please be alive!
i performed surgery by ignoring it for one whole day!
it is back!lol.
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cousins stayed over at my place.
went mac tis morning for breakfast!
then went for lessons.
suddenly i had an urge to tok to wenxuan.
i have no idea y.
then back home,
waited cousin to finish tuition and eating her lunch.
headed to keppel to swim!
today is damn lucky la.
swim finish le then start raining.
now back at home,blogging away!
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for the whole weekends,
u r stuck in my mind.
when i go running,
i was still tinking of u!
when i m sleeping,
hoping tat u will appear in my dreams!
damn.
cannot tink so much,
but fri was definitely the best day!
friday was the best day ever!
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ahwen!
rest well,alright!
u will definitely b alright.
u r loved by lime and lemon!
lol.
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bye,
y r u still on my mind?
we were high
then dead when ending school today!
i sometimes on
then next min off.heh.
as per 'normal',
ahwen is high then when school ending felt like sleeping.
victoria theatre is coming soon!got to give it the best,
sian la next week.
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saw how bamboo run.ooo.
cute!heh.soft and silky.
it actually bounces up and down!heh.
eating a lollipop and wearing a watch on the right hand!
mayb i shall follow too....the opposite.
i wear watch on the left hand which is the normal way,
unlike bamboo.i shall chocolate bar!heh.
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i have got a new name today!
given by ahwen.
LIME.
she is lemonade, and lemon.
i love the name.
and she will say,"of cos u love it cos u love me very ma chee."
heh.
cca today can say like slack,
watch videos then go home le.
bye.
i wear
high!
ahwen is high today!bet she went to do glue sniffing!jkjk.
very high,still the same as yesterday,laughing and smiling to herself.
lol.
HIST was the most high one!haha,damn fun!
ahwen is lauhging at anything!
i have got a confession to make:
# i m in a gang.
# the gang leader is ahwen.
# gang member: me!:)
# i inhale. oxygen. :P
# i have committed outrage of modesty.
-victim: ahwen(mostly)some other girls.
haha.
damn.
i forgot to bring back geog textbook,dont noe how to do worksheet.
i ti kam ti kam!lol.
math test postpone to next thu.
mr tan and cai not in school today.
i m feeling
a little happy
a little disappointed
a little satisfied
and a little hungry.
if u r toking bout lady-like,
i m afraid i cant make it.
u expect me to cover my mouth wid a handkerchief when i m laughing,
cannot laugh so loud?!?!?!
haha.cannot make it one!must laugh so soft and mouth open so small.
cannot la.later cheek muscle not firm enough!
lol.
bye!
wat have i done today:
# completing the damn home econs test.
# completing science retest.
# endure the 2 hours of tuition.
# managing to see bamboo!
if only...
dance training was during school hours,
i can skip geography!suxs.
today:
# LA PERIOD- ahwen started to smile to herself,start laughing to herself.something is wrong.haha.but i like it!ahwen,continue tis smiling and laughing to yourself thing!
# CHINESE- weather damn shiok,best weather to sleep!haha.stomach started grumbling.if not for the noise,i would have snored away.
# RECESS- damn piss!stupid people just keep cutting queue,never ending.
# HOME ECONS- dont noe how to do some ques for the test,never even study,only read through nia.then did the practical exam thing,boring.
# SCIENCE- TEST!how can i forget to describe?i damn stupid!i was was waiting for him to walk past!but he didnt!haha.
# went for tuition, struggling to do those ques!brain jam le!
reach home then went to ntuc wid mum.i bought snacks!
kip buying,stuff it in the basket.lol.
now back here,blogging.waiting for the arrival of math test.
sigh.
how can i get mosquito bite on the part where in not alot of flesh!
my heel!
bye.
the last day,i shall cherish!
haha.
last day of holidays.tomorrow school reopen.
term 2,week 1,day 1.
tomorrow got performance,
come and support,(hinting to ahwen!)
build up confidence.
yes!
went for swimming today,
muscles aching.finish swimming,
then the sun come out,
got la,got go tanned.
heh.yipee!
nid to turn back to studying mood.
my nose damn itchy,
transferring song now and blogging.
bye.
where is it!?!?!?
just cant find one book for the chinese homework!
aiya.
had cca today,
put all make up and stuff,
look like....(no comments)
train 4 hours.
super tiring can.aiyo.
i want to thank adeline so much,after all the trouble i have given her.
had tuition then half way,stomach ache.
got lau-sai.
next time really cannot eat mc.
i eat mc for 4 times from last year dec hols till now,
all 4 times oso lau-sai!
ai ya.
now watching forensic heroes,
very nice.
i go watch le.
bye.
YES!
i remembered!
celia,
tis time i remembered to link u!but invite me!
the day began like tis,
went to school,
saw sammi,all alone,
said that she can sense i was behind her...
then saw ahwen,
sammi and i played a prank on her
BOO HER!lol
then had training,
put fake eyelashes,
poky,zann was all,
"shiying,look like a doll!"
haha.
then train till 1.
go home then went out.
then now blogging.heh.
-bye
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,WEE!u r 14!may all ur wishes come true!all the best!today...
was a fine yet crazy day!haha.
it all started wid a bad mood,
then he went to a good mood,
today cca not bad la,everybody is smiling and laughing,
to b more precise,it is not everybody,but most of them.
paying 27 dollars for cca jacket.haha.really looking forward to get my new jacket.heh.
i want to go art and have fun wid ahwen,max,wee and other peeps.
but impossible,so busy how to go!
argh!
nevermind,shall do something relaxing but i have no idea wat can i do!sigh.
mayb i shld consider doing something lame!haha,
jkjk.
no,seriously mayb i shld.
ok i m lame now!wem!
4 hours of training!i stink!as in very smelly,train halfway then u smell ur body got one smell.
very smelly.
mayb i shld go and but REXONA!(if tat is the way,how u spell it?)-----not sure...
mayb adidas,
damn,here it comes,
lame!
i shld go and post for the sci blog now!
sth amazing has happen to my plant.haha.
BYE,
oooo...
bad mood today...
quite tiring for cca today,insane.
after dance,went over to 4,cleared house,
guess at home would b pretty quiet soon...once da ge moves to 4.
then went for lessons,
perspired like siao.
whole shirt wet.
nid to tink really hard for an excuse.
back to doing holi hw,
aiming to finish all holi hw soon,like tue?
then can play...mua haha.
bye.
i have made an important discovery today!
i so love the shit,i gave to ahwen!heh.and tat made me discovered sth important.
but i oso have to take precautions from now on:
RUN AWAY if i see ahwen!:p
i feel so relieved...heh.
today,it is the last day for mrs grace chua,like as in in kcpss,her last day in kcpss.
bet she touched and she cried.
ooo,
today,recess was interesting!
did not c him for one day which almost felt like a week,
saw him today!
he was wearing a
GREEN(my favourite colour)shirt.
one thing,not bcos he is wearing green tats y i like green.
heh.
i promoted so quickly!from sec two,in just one second
i am a sec four(lame):P
tomorrow got dance,wonder is it a good day or a bad day...
syf is coming really soon.just want to get over quickly.
i had tuition after school,dreaded.
did not want to go,felt so sian.
in the end oso go.
i feel more relaxed now having one lesser tution on the weekends.
but tis shall b the time,when i have to push myself
and improve on my english.
one thing,i sux at languages!
help!
guess today,i m back to my old self,
but dont noe will last that long...
bye!
I HATE THIS!
U WANT O LAUGH FOR ALL I CARE!I HAVE TOT BOUT IT,LAUGH FOR ALL I CARE!
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y r u so sensitive?i m trying really hard,just listen!
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do u noe u r like so ....?reflect!hello,it is like bloody irritating!back off!
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geog lessons was the part of today!buai ta han!
tomorrow got history test and nothing is going into my brain can!
aiyo.
did not go for science center thing,it was boring,wasnt it?
ai ya,wem,
anyway,
sorry to ahwen,max,wee,zann and nana
and thank you so much!ily so much!
really sorry!:(
no more procrastination.
ur absence make me feel empty,pls come back to me!
i need to wait!sian.i shall wait...heh.
ahwen!
cheer up,dont get too emo over wat happened,ok?anyway,it is good to c u being crazy wid me!haha
u....r.....my.......
motivation!motivaition!
motivation! motivation!
motivation!motivation!
MO...
TI...
VA...
TION...
yeah!
haha.me and ahwen did this!haha,it is lame but nice!mua haha.
today had tution,when i was going to fall asleep,omg!
damn shuai,he walked in!damn...i m awake now!heh.
lol.
history test is coming!
"no more procrastination"i tell myself!
sian la,
tomorrow everybody get to go science centre,
i cant go!there is only one reason...
why m i so busy on thursday?
-CCA!-
hence,cannot go science centre...
syf is appraoching...
35 more days...i guess.
bye!
damn.
y m i procrastinating?
i told myself to study yesterday and no time,
but today diff la,
i m so lazy!
help!today b4 going to home economics,
ahwen and i ki siao!haha.we dont feel like going,
then we march super slowly,
super hilarious!
next week,holis coming...
one week is made up of 7 days.
mon
tue
wed
thu
fri
sat
sun.
but for my holi,it would b like tis:
mon-----dance.tuition
tue-----dance.tuition
wed-----dance.tuition
thu-----free,mayb out wid mum.play...
fri-----dance
sat-----circle line
sun-----ballet!
wow,so busy!ai ya!
ahwen,
i shall b a pel,then u own me sth bigger as a present!:p
nid to finish LA homework soon,bye!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,YULIN!wish all ur wish come true.wow,i need to wait...9 more months to my bday...lol.
went for dance,then went to celebrate my grandpa birthday,ate 'shou tao'.heehee.
went for swimming.all tanned...love it!
went for jacuzzi..tee hee.
cant believe wat i saw in the shower room...
'ang mor naked!'i mean like it is normal according to my mum,but i tink super wierd...obscene?
lol.then went back home,had'nato'for dinner...
yummy?definitely it was!tee hee.
now blogging...
OMG!i found ... blog!i tink it is super cute.heehee.
today,i dont noe how m i feeling like now or sth?
it is like peeps around me r emo-ing.i dont noe how to 'blend' into the mood of the atmosphere.
just felt damn weird.no idea wat was i doing.many problems coming up lately.i really dont want to go.u said it was ok,but i still have to go like wat...next week.itis just making me...one word...
STRESSED!
but if i speak out,i m afraid my ear mite hurts.all the naggings and stuff.idk wat m i doing.i seriously have no idea wat m i doing.my mind is just blank.helpless?idk...one week has passed...well,guess everything is changing...
m i changing?
or the people around me is changing?
I HAVE NO IDEA!u dont even noe how m i feeling...i afraid to speak out.scared u angry...
damn.
upcoming tests...mountains/piles of homework...
with a mountain of homework,how m i able to finish like three assesment books?
everyday,i m busy.with 10 over pages i have to do each assesment book?
i m feeling dam tired.
why r there only 24 hours one day?
the house is so different.not even used to it...
that period time is super long...
not able to wait so long...
sometimes,i really want time to fly,
and sometimes i really want it to slow down to get in pace wid me.
but tat is totally out of point and impossible.
damn.
wat i m suppose to do?sick and tired...
today is normal?i oso dont noe.
ahwen is tired but alomost like emo-ing,leh?
feel very sian...everybody oso emoing.
ahwen!
cheer up!sleep more then u not tired le!ok?ily!
then had chapel,toking bout 5 loaves and 2 fish.
quite interesting.looking at the 5 loaves of bread,oso very hungry...
y dont i have any freedom,do wadeva i want?i just stuck in a stupid cage.
and there u r laughing happily...
tis feels dumb.sian.
on the outside,it seems cheerful,happy and stuff,
deep within,it is the opposite,it is different.
i m just not myself tis few days.i m not being myself,seriously.i just feel bad.missing,stress.i just feel really bad.when back at home ,everything feels different.it is all quiet,it is not like last time.not noisy and stuff any more.it is just not the way i m used to.feeling stress and bad.i dont noe how to control.cannot control my tears.even bamboo cannot make me laugh or even a smile.shoots,having the feeling now again.at home,evrything is prohibited.no tis,no tat.i hate it.all crammed up no space no freedom.just like a bird trapped in a cage.no freedom.i m starting to miss again...
today was nuts!
we started dance at 10 but i arrived at 0830?then we started rehearsing syf till 12 then we put make up blabla,then we headed off to ucc hall for rehearsal,then we train for 2 hours over there.we started training at ucc hall at 2...then ended at 4.then debrief,then headed back to school,raining super heavy la.today was dancefull.whole body is sore and aching!
KHAI XIN!
happy belathed bday!ILY!
heehee,:)
dad not in town again.tomorrow meeting ahwen in school at 0820!
bye!
worried for math...
