it is like peeps around me r emo-ing.i dont noe how to 'blend' into the mood of the atmosphere.
just felt damn weird.no idea wat was i doing.many problems coming up lately.i really dont want to go.u said it was ok,but i still have to go like wat...next week.itis just making me...one word...
STRESSED!
but if i speak out,i m afraid my ear mite hurts.all the naggings and stuff.idk wat m i doing.i seriously have no idea wat m i doing.my mind is just blank.helpless?idk...one week has passed...well,guess everything is changing...
m i changing?
or the people around me is changing?
I HAVE NO IDEA!u dont even noe how m i feeling...i afraid to speak out.scared u angry...
damn.
upcoming tests...mountains/piles of homework...
with a mountain of homework,how m i able to finish like three assesment books?
everyday,i m busy.with 10 over pages i have to do each assesment book?
i m feeling dam tired.
why r there only 24 hours one day?
the house is so different.not even used to it...
that period time is super long...
not able to wait so long...
sometimes,i really want time to fly,
and sometimes i really want it to slow down to get in pace wid me.
but tat is totally out of point and impossible.
damn.
wat i m suppose to do?sick and tired...
today is normal?i oso dont noe.
ahwen is tired but alomost like emo-ing,leh?
feel very sian...everybody oso emoing.
ahwen!
cheer up!sleep more then u not tired le!ok?ily!
then had chapel,toking bout 5 loaves and 2 fish.
quite interesting.looking at the 5 loaves of bread,oso very hungry...
y dont i have any freedom,do wadeva i want?i just stuck in a stupid cage.
and there u r laughing happily...
tis feels dumb.sian.
on the outside,it seems cheerful,happy and stuff,
deep within,it is the opposite,it is different.
posted by shiying. @ 8:51:00 PM
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