haha.this is the 100th post,aint tat good?:D
wat day is it today?
FRIDAY!
so i m gonna post a real long post.
heh.i tink...
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lets go from depressing to happy,k?
are u angry with me or something?
i did not mean to do things to irritate,if u count that as irritating...
i just did not know what to do.
i m indecisive.so i could not make up a choice,just on the spot.
i am really sorry.
from the way i see you dump your bag on the floor,are you angry with me?
i am really sorry.
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i feel like typing crap now.i have no idea why.
just feel damn irritated,and crappy.heh.
let me tell you my hopes which i dont think it will ever happen
due to the circumstances i m in,
which totally suck!
H O P E S
1. i want to join young company!waiting for the green light.
2. i want to be in the top 10 for tis time common test one.just waiting for my brain to become
smarter.
3. i want to change myself.can i just be less irritating?or better still,dont exist!
i just feel damn crappy now.black face,i guess.sorry for all the crap.though it appears to be crap but it is quite true to me.actually most of it is damn true.
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how i wish i could fly.haha.seriously,u open up ur wings and start soaring in the sky.like some creature who has freedom!unlike me,stuck in a cage!
wadever i should just start telling u wat happen to me like yesterday and today.
yesterday[230409}
i have no idea but i felt it was a special day.but i did not noe wat was it...
i m trying to recall.
yesterday was geog quiz.it was quite fun cos everyone started to....
lol.chinese test,i got 38/50,not bad la.
cca!haha.was damn fun yesterday for cca.
he was in a good mood.
i seriously nid to watch on wat i post bout cca,starting from today.
had ballet lessons.
ok la,except for getting some *ahem* kip touching....
disgusting.
i have no idea but i felt it was a special day.but i did not noe wat was it...
i m trying to recall.
yesterday was geog quiz.it was quite fun cos everyone started to....
lol.chinese test,i got 38/50,not bad la.
cca!haha.was damn fun yesterday for cca.
he was in a good mood.
i seriously nid to watch on wat i post bout cca,starting from today.
had ballet lessons.
ok la,except for getting some *ahem* kip touching....
disgusting.
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today[240409]
started school like a typical school day.
when miss alsagoff ask the track and field team stand up,i wanted to stand up for our syf result.
indeed,we had to stand up!
gosh,i felt damn paiseh.gosh!
at first i want to stand up and i changed my mind.
heh.
math,weather is damn hot.
was like sweating like some creature who had never sweat before.
hist,copied notes.but i did not.
i think i lost my chap 6 notes.
so i would rather copied all over again.took from ahwen.
ahwen and i were talking bout some stuffs.but it was fun.
ahwen told me a piece fo news,it is damn shocking.
till now,i stilll feel shock.haha.
i m chewing on my bagutte now.
damn nice.
recess.nth la.i m suppose to go locker with ahwen.then i lost her.
due to some councilors,heh.
it is their job.
LA,we had a compo test.title given:
1. the necklace
OR
2. the portrait.
which one sounds easier?i did the portrait.haha.
chapel was a total bore!
as per normal.
stayed back for art and finishing the darn compo.
left school at 1515,tinking tat i could go swimming.
but did not,sian!
sian la,it seems that everything seems to be my fault.
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sometimes,i wonder,if i did not exist,
will it be better?
i m sick of everything around me.
argh.sick of every single thing around me.
i dont noe wat to do.
gazing at the sky,
i ask,
"Why am i like that?Born to be irritating and irritate people?"
i wonder,seriously.
maybe when people see me,
they think that i m irritating.
why i cant be like the others?
sucks.
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when miss alsagoff ask the track and field team stand up,i wanted to stand up for our syf result.
indeed,we had to stand up!
gosh,i felt damn paiseh.gosh!
at first i want to stand up and i changed my mind.
heh.
math,weather is damn hot.
was like sweating like some creature who had never sweat before.
hist,copied notes.but i did not.
i think i lost my chap 6 notes.
so i would rather copied all over again.took from ahwen.
ahwen and i were talking bout some stuffs.but it was fun.
ahwen told me a piece fo news,it is damn shocking.
till now,i stilll feel shock.haha.
i m chewing on my bagutte now.
damn nice.
recess.nth la.i m suppose to go locker with ahwen.then i lost her.
due to some councilors,heh.
it is their job.
LA,we had a compo test.title given:
1. the necklace
OR
2. the portrait.
which one sounds easier?i did the portrait.haha.
chapel was a total bore!
as per normal.
stayed back for art and finishing the darn compo.
left school at 1515,tinking tat i could go swimming.
but did not,sian!
sian la,it seems that everything seems to be my fault.
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sometimes,i wonder,if i did not exist,
will it be better?
i m sick of everything around me.
argh.sick of every single thing around me.
i dont noe wat to do.
gazing at the sky,
i ask,
"Why am i like that?Born to be irritating and irritate people?"
i wonder,seriously.
maybe when people see me,
they think that i m irritating.
why i cant be like the others?
sucks.
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if i am at the most down period of time in my life,falling down and unable to stand up,
will anyone be there for me?
i really wonder....
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will anyone be there for me?
i really wonder....
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i feel damn tired.can i just let go of everything?
bye,
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