laugh. laugh everyday.

i shall be determined to blog everyday.express myself?
i have no idea.
did not really start off really good today.
for a moment,i tot i flunked it all.but it was a mistake,did not exactly flunked it.but still,disappointing.watching others having the glory,really did not feel good at all.
the feeling kind of sux,or maybe it really sux.it was kind of like a suffer.it is just not right.why do i have tis thing called "carelessness"?!i mean,almost everybody made careless mistake,
but for me,i m really careless.here i m,feeling like an idiot,waiting for the time to pass.i cant help feeling tis way.those who did well,can sit back and relaxed for a while,enjoying their little success they have achieved,but might b a really huge success to some.those who did not do well,continuing to stud and suffer the torture!
just ignore tis part.well,i m still invisible.argh!
i m feeling a mixture of feelings.happiness,jealousy,anger,sadness.
then went insane during recess with sammi.haha.i tot if i laugh,i could hide everything...
well,at least,it did.
then had LA,
mrs chan did not come.had tis relieve teacher.
he looked like a bian tai.those specs caused it all.
then had ict.ahwen who is also known as the "professional" which i dont really agree cos her aiming is so good at aiming some particular parts.those parts i shall not name it.but she help me to change the tagbox colour.thanks,ahwen!
then had geog,miss lee has what she always does for evry geog lesson!
screaming and shouting at her top of her voice.asking so-so to sit,bla bla.
she can never have her lessons proper.wat a teacher she is!
then CME was next.bamboo was having his lessons.PE.and tat give me more time to admire!haha.
higher chinese was next.boring.went through activity book.then did one summary,when cai had the model answer,at the bottom.then she gave us one more practice,wanting us to do during the long weekends.
as i predicted it correctly.
training was sure tough!we went to pri school hall and train.
we had to run and run.
today,everybody in dance look dead.
he sure cut alot of parts!and made some people unhappy.
ooo.
but he always do tat.
SYF is like next week.wonder if we are seriously ready.
he said we r not consistent.
amazingly,i actually agree to it.
haha.
then went home,went out for ballet.
was really tired by then.
and still m tired now.
while blogging,my eyes are actually half closed.
tomorrow nid to go qing ming tomorrow.nid to turn in soon.
like now after blogging,of cos.haha.
go to recharge my body battery,
by laying flat down on my bed.
bye.

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posted by shiying. @ 9:23:00 PM