Friday, May 29, 2009

HEY THERE!
emotional,
today is the last day for mrs chan.
i teared.
:x
but i couldnt control,k?
thought that someone would be there for me.
obviously no one.
so now i learnt,
dont count on anyone,but myself,not even the ones that are close to u.
:(
i can only rely on myself.
glad that school is finally out.
just could not bear something.
but i got to learnt to let go sooner or later.
school's out is both a good and a bad thing.
good thing cos i dont have to face....
bad thing cos i cannot see something pleasant.
today started off like that:
morning had math and hist,
all 4 periods became FREE PERIODS!
then science,
class was split into half,girls and boys respectively.
girls cleaned classroom then boys cleaned the science lab.
the headed to hall for prize presentation and mr low's talk.
then it was time to say buh-bye to mrs chan.
gosh,i teared the most till my eyes were swollen.
:X
took pictures with her,
then ate lunch,went to art room to do art.(sucks,i kept quiet for 2 hours.)
:(
went home,with that headache in my head.
the pain was killing me.
damn,
restaurant city.

Every day's the same
She fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides, and tries to pray
She wonders why, does anyone ever hear her when she cries.

feeling this right now.
damn sian.
seriously,no one was there to support me,
glad that i survive through today.
glad that school is finally out for one month.

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going to odt tomorrow for dance.
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now i have another problem to face,
either i join this or join that.
i got to make a choice.
the pain is killing me!
i m indecisive,not able to make a choice.
but i seek someone's help,but in the end,
i suppose solving it myself is better.
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penned this down with anger filling within me,


ZH#18



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